Keep going

I have little brother and sister who need me to look after them. I want to be the best sister I could ever be.
I have friends who love me and care about me. I want to be the best friend I could ever be.
I have a boyfriend who loves me and wants to have a future with me. I want to be the best partner I can be.
I am young and I don't know what will change over time, what will happen in the future. I want to know what will happen tomorrow and how I will be.
I've lost friends. I make new ones.
I have PTSD. I have strength that overcomes how it controls my life.
My heart has been broken over and over again. My heart grows stronger each time.
I have been hated. That means I stood up for something against everyone else's opinions.
I have struggled with suicidal thoughts.
I have all these things to stay alive for.